Friday, September 21, 2012

Where Have I Been?.....Feels like Mars

I started this Blog along time ago with a old friend and co worker Josh.(Go see his stuff - click here) And to the best of my ability I've been posting regularly over many years. I've meet some really nice people on this blog with whom I converse with and even play online with.

But this past year I took a big blow to life. One that I tried to deal with on my own which meant my blog took a back seat. Well alot of things took a back seat.

This past year my marriage ended, lost my family, my home..... my life. I won't was the hardest thing that I've ever had to go through so far in my life. Picking up the pieces and starting over is a challenge to say the least.

When it happened, everything that I once enjoyed doing..didn't interest me. None of my hobbies, nothing I once enjoyed doing to relax didn't hold the same enjoyment I once got out of them.

I figured this was part of the healing process of dealing with me reconstructing my new life. So for a while, I tried to keep post going, I tried playing video games, I tried doing many things I once enjoyed..but they all felt like a chore rather than fun.

So I had to leave it all, work on me..healing me and the rest will come. I've had some pretty mixed up sad emotions over the past few months, hiding them is not good. I tried to put on a happy face, but I found out that one needs to grieve and let out those feelings, other wise they just burst.

And I'm happy to say that I do feel better about myself and where I am in life. And I am finding that I am slowly, slowly getting back into the things, and NEW THINGS, that I once loved.

I'm not 100% yet , by no means, but I am on my way to being back to my old self. With that, getting back into posting on this blog again. And not just pictures...but actually gaming stuff, like I used to do before, what I'm playing, my platinumed games, trophies, help guides, rants, nonsense, etc.

I just wanted to let anyone who read this blog regularly and people whom I've met on here that I didn't just stop doing it...I had a life changing event that required me to step back and deal with me.

So I hope to start posting again, I have been playing backlog is enormous. I thought it was bad before..well now its down right daunting, lol


Bryan Ochalla said...

So sorry to hear this. It sounds like you're on the road to recover, though, so congratulations on that. As for gaming and blogging again: Don't feel any pressure to return to this faster than you're comfortable with. Focus on yourself, and getting your mind and life back to normal, or as normal as they can be (whatever 'normal' is), since that is the most important thing at this point!

Seigi Hara said...

Glad you hear from you again. Post whenever you feel like it and take care.